Me Time, oh how I love it.
I love being busy. I love being around people. I love a good schedule.
All these qualities are great, however, they lead me to always wanting to be on the go. When I have a few hours to myself, I honestly do not know what to do with myself. I feel like I am missing something.
Last month I hit my wall. I was overwhelmed with looking at my work calendar and personal calendar that I did not even know where to start. I felt like every minute of my day was planned. I had something every night after work. Sadly, I was scheduling dinner dates with friends for two weeks out, really??
I decided then and there something had to give. I can not keep going on like this. I need to plan "me time". But what was going to give? After looking over my calendar I realized, I honestly could not give up anything. My nights were filled with things important to me, that I knew if I cut out I would be turning away from something that blessed me.
So after realizing that I could not change my week schedules, I decided that this month would be rest time. No plans, no agenda, just whatever. It will be glorious.
I realized how much my body needed re-energizing.
I am learning how to be spontaneous. Bold step, I know. I like to be a woman with a mission, a plan, an agenda. My friends joke that I do not know what the word means, but I have decided I am going to figure it out this month.
It is sad that it takes me hitting my wall to realize that I have to stop. That I cannot go on. But, that is life.
I have committed to focusing on myself.
I. Can. Do. This.
I am learning how to be spontaneous. Bold step, I know. I like to be a woman with a mission, a plan, an agenda. My friends joke that I do not know what the word means, but I have decided I am going to figure it out this month.
It is sad that it takes me hitting my wall to realize that I have to stop. That I cannot go on. But, that is life.
I have committed to focusing on myself.
I. Can. Do. This.
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